i have a new darling nose now and i figured it is time to forget about my old xanga and be done with it and delete it. i don't want to sleep and i still can't breathe out of my nose and i had a fantastic dream last night and there is lots of blood in my nose crying to get out and the center of my face is brilliant and pure and feminine i no longer carry that nose it was just weighing me down always weighing me down and that didn't do anybody any good and i don't miss you you were there to mask my true nose and he found you under there digging and shaving and manipulating tissue bone cartilage until you were born darling nose and i will take care of you till the day i die my dear expensive nose this is the first new week of my new life as a new me because this is my second chance this is my rebirth this is me burning burning burning until i burn out